the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Friday, May 02, 2008
hmm stress-less myas?
hmm stress-less myas?wheeee had a major de-stress session today with yiting and shinyi. somehow, though it's the myas already, and to add to that it's sec four myas, i don't feel particularly stressed [except when i am running out of time, or when i seem to have finished my essay but there's still like 5 minutes left and i have that nagging feeling that i left out some crucial point]. we ended up lounging in the library looking at lolcats and down at the piano in the foyer [i love that grand, even with its spoilt keys(:] for like what - 70% of the time we were in school >< add to that the fact that monday's actually our most stressful day, with chem and lit.
and i so am determined to get my 4.0 for chem this year, which i foresee will be more challenging than last year, following that absolutely terrible chem spa that i'm quite sure i failed, much as i hope not ._.
but hey i'm not complaining - it was a really good breather, and we did manage to get some stuff done anyway x). and things seem to be going well nowadays [like lit discussions! :D], even if things like test results weren't as good as i'd like them to be, and somehow, it doesn't seem to be terribly nerve-wracking for me. thank God for that, honestly(:
haha i don't know why, but i have this sudden desire to just go outdoors and lie down in a lovely field or something, and look at nothing but the stars and the moon the entire night :D and the last time i actually felt like that was quite a few years ago, when we were still at our old house, cuz my study table looked out into the night sky and it was before that condo was built in front of my window and the stars were still forever pretty angels' eyes to an eight-year-old <3
and i sure hope i can stay this young at heart for as long as i live. like what i wrote for my last tribune article, this sort of spectacular natural beauty exists everyday - the difference is just whether we notice it, or not, and to a person who's a child at heart it'll always be wonderful(:
11:19 pm
Friday, May 02, 2008
hmm stress-less myas? hmm stress-less myas?wheeee had a major de-stress session today with yiting and shinyi. somehow, though it's the myas already, and to add to that it's sec four myas, i don't feel particularly stressed [except when i am running out of time, or when i seem to have finished my essay but there's still like 5 minutes left and i have that nagging feeling that i left out some crucial point]. we ended up lounging in the library looking at lolcats and down at the piano in the foyer [i love that grand, even with its spoilt keys(:] for like what - 70% of the time we were in school >< add to that the fact that monday's actually our most stressful day, with chem and lit.
and i so am determined to get my 4.0 for chem this year, which i foresee will be more challenging than last year, following that absolutely terrible chem spa that i'm quite sure i failed, much as i hope not ._.
but hey i'm not complaining - it was a really good breather, and we did manage to get some stuff done anyway x). and things seem to be going well nowadays [like lit discussions! :D], even if things like test results weren't as good as i'd like them to be, and somehow, it doesn't seem to be terribly nerve-wracking for me. thank God for that, honestly(:
haha i don't know why, but i have this sudden desire to just go outdoors and lie down in a lovely field or something, and look at nothing but the stars and the moon the entire night :D and the last time i actually felt like that was quite a few years ago, when we were still at our old house, cuz my study table looked out into the night sky and it was before that condo was built in front of my window and the stars were still forever pretty angels' eyes to an eight-year-old <3
and i sure hope i can stay this young at heart for as long as i live. like what i wrote for my last tribune article, this sort of spectacular natural beauty exists everyday - the difference is just whether we notice it, or not, and to a person who's a child at heart it'll always be wonderful(:
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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